Lost In Fantasy

This afternoon my local library called. The voice of a middle-aged woman greeted me on the phone. She spoke so softly, I had to listen very closely to hear her. I appeared someone had returned the book that I placed my name under on the list for hold, had returned it a day early. I thanked her and casually picked up a bit before I walked towards my car and headed down the street, secret excitement burning inside me. At last, I would finally know. New Moon was mine to read until April 16, 2009.

My boyfriend chuckled at me, as he has been doing since my new discover of the Twilight series. He claims this thing is getting too out of hand. At first I frailly laughed at his attempts to make me seem like a giddy, love-struck school girl. Then, in the early hours of the morning, I put the book down for the first time… It seemed I had finished it. All I could manage to say was, “Wow…”

Then it all came rushing back to me – I realised why I slowed down on reading to begin with. Because of my over-active imagination. When I read, it’s like I get entranced by the words in front of me. This small script, it offers me an escape from the real world that I yern for more than I probably should – a place where anything is imaginable! That is how I got myself wrapped up in Bella’s world so easily. I could picture Edward, the Cullens, Jacob… even Mike. Clear as day – simply as Bella saw them.

Then, as I catch myself in mid-sentance, I have to jolt myself back to reality – gravity crushing my chest in disappointment. Then I become sour with myself; ashamed for mixing up the two worlds. My boyfriend even walks in the room from time to time – to make sure I’m still breathing, I suppose – and simply shakes his head at me then gives off a light chuckle. I smile at his amusement, but once he leaves, my head droops down – I’m disappointed by his unapproval at my love for books. He cracks small jokes at my expense. I do the same, trying to keep the mood light; such as asking him why he never sparkles for me. He only understands because of the movie he sat through for me. But he’ll crack another, and then I’ll end it. Why? I’m the last person who could answer that for you. Perhaps I wish he were a true ‘romantic’. That I would hear a familiar line fall from his lips?

Oh… a girl can dream…

I still can’t believe I finished – so fast I mean. I guess I got so into the story, I simply lost myself, as I usually do. Or perhaps it’s the entire saga itself that captivates me. I’ll be headed to the library tomorrow in order to pick up Eclipse. Wish me luck… I have a feeling that it won’t take long to finish this one either.

Day Dreaming

If you haven’t noticed my Twilight review under the Movie category… I’ve recently watched the film Twilight, which has been getting good and bad reviews – everyone seems to be all mixed up. Well, I sadly did things backwards and checked out the book yesterday from my local library. I returned it today… not because it was bad, but because I couldn’t put it down and finished in record time for me.
However, I will get into that when I post my review on it after this post. So, if you’re interested… stop by there.

On the other hand, on my way back to the library, in my car, I found myself day dreaming. Not of a perfect life, money, sex, or any of the obvious day dreams, but of a fantasy… where I happened to be the frail little human – which you find in most fantasy or fictional books and movies – and a handsome, but mysterious rescuer emerged from the darkness and pulled me into the light.

It seems as though I’ve found myself in a slump and perhaps that is exactly what I need – a knight in shining armor. But, knowing me and how my mind works, I would prefer a vampire over a super hero. I’m slightly curious as to if that makes me strange or not? Do others my age – 19 – day dream of such silly things? Perhaps women or men older than me have exactly that on their mind? Or is it simply acceptable for only younger teenagers – girls with raging hormones who are hopelessly romantic – to dream of? Does it make it worse that I have a fiance, whom I love with all my heart?

Then I saw How to Play House’s post of her own Twilight fandom - some what like mine – and I chuckled knowing I’m not the only one out there. But your comments are greatly welcomed, simply keep them civilized. After all… is it such a bad thing to sparkle?

Twilight

Cast

Kristen Stewart -as- Bella Swan
Robert Pattinson -as- Edward Cullen
Billy Burke -as- Charlie Swan
Ashley Greene -as- Alice Cullen
Nikki Reed -as- Rosalie Hale
Jackson Rathbone -as- Jasper Hale
Kellan Lutz -as- Emmet Cullen
Peter Facinelli -as- Dr. Carlisle Cullen
Cam Gigandet -as- James
Taylor Luatner -as- Jacob Black

Directed

Directed -by- Catherine Hardwicke
Based -on- Stephenie Meyer’s Twilight

Summary

Bella Swan doesn’t expect much when she moves to the small town of Forks, Washington, until she meets the mysterious and handsome Edward Cullen – a boy who’s hiding a dark secret: he’s a vampire. As their worlds and hearts collide, Edwards must battle the bloodlust raging inside him as well as a coterie of undead that would make Bella their prey. Based on the #1 New York Times best-selling sensation by Stephenie Meyer, Twilight adds a dangerous twist to the classic story of star-crossed lovers.

My Opinion/Review

At long last, I finally get to rant my opinions about the long awaited Twilight. First and foremost, let me come clean. I did not plan on seeing the movie, or ever reading the books for that matter. But a couple days ago, my boyfriend and I were passing by the oh-so-famous BlockBuster, when I got the urge… for vampires. Of course he arched his brow and laughed at me, for I never let my ‘romantic’ side that secretely loved romance films show. But, being the caring boyfriend that he is, he marched into the rental store, and checked out Twilight.

Now that you know my history with Twilight, more like non-history, I will begin.

To start off with, the plot. I must say, that even though I didn’t read the book – yet that is – I easily followed the plot and was capable of keeping up with the entire movie without having to go back to certain parts. The only critisizim I have would be that certain scenes seem to drag out for me, but not enough so that I grew annoyed. All in all, it kept me entertained and waiting, which is what a movie is supposed to do.

Secondly, the cast. After I watched the entire film, I did some personal research online and found that many people were displeased with Kristen Stewart’s – and I quote – dull acting, but even though it took me a moment for me to understand her character, I thought she portrayed it quite  well. Another actor who has had problems with the movie would be – drum roll please – Robert Pattinson. What a surprise. I’ve come across a case known as the “Rob Effect” which the author of the series used to describe the fans dislike of the casting of Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen. The main reason for this is because many saw him as Cedric Diggory from Harry Potter and not the villan turned hero in Twilight. Although I am a Harry Potter fan, I was well prepared for his transformation and tend to love or hate movies for their plots and effects than the casting. I’m sorry, but this seems like such a – and I’m sorry if I offend anyone – stupid reason to dislike the movie entirely.

Well, moving on to a lighter and much smaller topic, the music and sound track. I have one thing to say about this; I adored it. It seemed as if every beat of every song belonged where it was placed. Well done!

And lastly, cinematography and effects. Although I felt the movie was well directed and the lighting within the scenes were well placed – giving you the illusion of dampness, dawn, and dusk, I must admit at times, during the ’speed’ scenes, I felt like giggling at the poor effects. This could have easily been done better with much greater results. It felt to me as if the scene was merely sped up to make it seem like the vampires were sprinting. I did, however, choke it down for the entirety of the movie. Hopefully this small effect can be fixed in the upcoming films.

Favorite Quote

Edward: So the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Bella: What a stupid lamb.
Edward: What a sick, masochistic lion.

Movies and Reviews

I know this is an extremely quick decision, but I actually thought about it before I even made an account with WordPress.com. I’ve decided, since I’m a huge movie fan, to make a category for movies I watch and post my thoughts on them, along with explanations. You may be asking yourself, “Why would she bother with something so meaningless as movies?”

Well, let me start off here. When I was 16 years old, I got a job at a brand new movie theatre that opened up in my home town. Surprisingly enough, I actually helped but the seats in and all that good stuff. As I began work on the opening day, it amazed me at the business that came through the brand new double glass doors. From young children hyped up to see the brand new animated movie on the big screen to elderly couples that simply wanted a quiet evening out. And as every one left the theatre once the film had stopped rolling, the wide variety of expressions that crossed their faces peeked my curiosity.

I have always loved books and movies ever since I was a child. Anything that I could loose myself in with my imagination has always drawn me to it. The movie posts will mostly be about my opinion so I may express myself without my boyfriend laughing at the girly tears I shed or my mother shuddering at the details of the gore that I explain. However, please feel free to post your comments, but keep mature about it. I do not plan on arguing over the internet with someone about a film nor do I plan on defending someones point of view.

One more note before I end this post. I will only be posting movies that I have just recently watched and will not be back tracking movies that I’ve watched through out the years, unless I happen to rewatch one and get into a writing kick, which may happen. The only way I will do a post on an older movie I have already seen or not is if I get a request from someone. And I may also start another category for books, but that is in the future. Thank you and enjoy.

Welcome

At last! My first and official blog post on WordPress. I actually ran into this site on accident and began exploring out of curiosity. Well, it caught my attention and since I’ve always wanted to start a blog for my thoughts and writings, I thought here would be a good place. I simply ask that you bare with me as I figure out the workings of the Dashboard and all that good stuff. Thank you and check back often.